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tHeKOPrAntS@9:08 AM

It is finished. It is official. I have quit. Don’t be surprised; tonight is the night darkness has won. So sudden, and yet I will accept it as reality, this tragedy. I couldn’t do anything. In the end, I was just too lousy. Though I worked myself to the ground it was never enough. I take the blame fully, no use saying things are unfair for too often, where is fairness? We wonder. Yes, I was too sure of myself. I was blinded by my trust. Too blind! I was too blind to see that you couldn’t see too. Now that you are gone, I feel unusually empty, cold. Abandoned to die in the rain, pinned down by cruel boulders that were let loose when the enormous crate I was carrying vanished.

I will go into exile then, and we shall wait for the time when dawn breaks. Laugh now, tragedy and grief, laugh while you can, for your reign will be short lived.

I am surprised at my calm, but it is in my personality to do so. And I thank God that my prayer has been answered, only hours after I have spent time in deep thought.

I’m so sorry. You were my joy (even mopping the place was fun) yet I couldn’t save you. I have failed you. Much was expected of me, but I have failed you. I never did enough.

Thank you, for when you were alive, you taught me many lessons in life. You were what spurred me on for times when I needed that extra burst of strength.

Goodbye.

Thank you friends, for all your support. I will never forget your cries of motivation when I needed them most. Don’t worry about me. I will be strong, as always, despite the anguish that I will have to bear for God knows how long. Don’t feel bad about stabbing me, for I knew that stab saved me.

Friday, November 02, 2007

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Your type is known as the supervisor, as you are not hesitant to give your stamp of approval on others - or tell them how they are lacking if they are. You are surprised when others don't seem grateful that you have set them straight. Your type also belongs to the larger group called guardians. Experience is what matters to you, not experimentation or conjecture. You often take a lead role in the many groups and organizations you belong to. You worry a great deal about society falling apart, morality degrading, and what the world is coming to. You share your personality type with 10% of the population. As a romantic partner, you communicate very clearly your strong opinions so your partner always knows where they stand. You are dependable, responsible, and rock solid. You can be rather infexible about giving up any control and insist on keeping a schedule, although you have great energy and enthusiam for planned adventures. You have difficulty seeing other's points of view and your biggest downfall in a relationship is dismissing your partner's feelings as illogical. You feel most appreciated for being trustworthy, efficient, and productive. You wish to be thanked tangibly for the ways you keep your lives on track. Your group summary: Guardians (SJ) Your Type Summary: ESTJ

Raphael! Origin-Hebrew-(Healing of God)
MSHNPCC S4B.Marist!Saints! PAES12 TWelfie JAES10
MSNPCC P/Cadet Insp Tsunami squad, Campcraft team 2 =)
SAthelete distance runner =)
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talking to animals esp cats!
my daughter!
inspirational music
soccer
fighting the foolish gang
chem and bio
flying
running
doing funny things and giving a lot of comments
talking back to EWZ
good movies
books
drawing
bleach, heroes
drawing
learning new stuffs
cooking, paper aeroplanes, the unexplained, brainteasers =O
liverpool!

* Facts 1.78m and growing..
Lightweight and able to drift!
Stuntman. Able to fall well
feels warm most of the time.
myopic with slight color blindness. left foot collapsed. right one arched haha