tHeKOPrAntS@12:08 AM

Hit the bball court today. 7 in 20 penalties. Bleah, no good yet.
Eunice just msged to whine about her boring leadership talk. haha.

Troubled. Thanks Vinnie for hearing me out. But when you get shut out, you cant talk. Had a long sleep yesterday. Full of dreams. And one terrible nightmare. About someone close, special. Only a disturbing dream, but I wont let it come true. Cos it means Ive failed in my responsibility.

Got so pissed suddenly last night. Sometimes I try too hard to understand ppl? Sigh. And when I get crap back for being kind ytd, I wanted to scream cos this has happened so many times alr. Why. I dont expect reward, but why punish me for something I never did.

I read an editorial section today. To experience something, both chaos and order is required. Chaos alone is random, order alone is static. To build something, walls are needed, but they are also just doors waiting to be opened. Cheemology? Not that. Just read. Not elaborating much.

Please, I want to say, I'm not as privileged, not as free as many of us. It sucks being restricted sometimes it feels like total order and no chaos. I'm trying hard, k?

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same


Saturday, July 14, 2007

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Your type is known as the supervisor, as you are not hesitant to give your stamp of approval on others - or tell them how they are lacking if they are. You are surprised when others don't seem grateful that you have set them straight. Your type also belongs to the larger group called guardians. Experience is what matters to you, not experimentation or conjecture. You often take a lead role in the many groups and organizations you belong to. You worry a great deal about society falling apart, morality degrading, and what the world is coming to. You share your personality type with 10% of the population. As a romantic partner, you communicate very clearly your strong opinions so your partner always knows where they stand. You are dependable, responsible, and rock solid. You can be rather infexible about giving up any control and insist on keeping a schedule, although you have great energy and enthusiam for planned adventures. You have difficulty seeing other's points of view and your biggest downfall in a relationship is dismissing your partner's feelings as illogical. You feel most appreciated for being trustworthy, efficient, and productive. You wish to be thanked tangibly for the ways you keep your lives on track. Your group summary: Guardians (SJ) Your Type Summary: ESTJ

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Raphael! Origin-Hebrew-(Healing of God)
MSHNPCC S4B.Marist!Saints! PAES12 TWelfie JAES10
MSNPCC P/Cadet Insp Tsunami squad, Campcraft team 2 =)
SAthelete distance runner =)
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talking to animals esp cats!
my daughter!
inspirational music
soccer
fighting the foolish gang
chem and bio
flying
running
doing funny things and giving a lot of comments
talking back to EWZ
good movies
books
drawing
bleach, heroes
drawing
learning new stuffs
cooking, paper aeroplanes, the unexplained, brainteasers =O
liverpool!


* Facts 1.78m and growing..
Lightweight and able to drift!
Stuntman. Able to fall well
feels warm most of the time.
myopic with slight color blindness. left foot collapsed. right one arched haha

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