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tHeKOPrAntS@11:48 PM summing up last wk1)went to SA open hse 2)went NY with mouse and friends. got malu-ed halfway. ended up gg back to sch with ETQ and TJH instead of solo.. 3)leavers ceremony-yeps. quite special this yr. thks to all those that really put in effort for us. Absolutely gutted now. thats why the "positive" part of this post is so short. Felt that BI and PH practical was a screw up. BI blunderered. PH did the wrong stuff, got stressed, I guess I blew most of it. and not only that.Really bothered by other stuff too. why. why cant this other stuff bother me after my o lvls. I'm only a person. I can only do that much, can't fight 2 wars at the same time.. But I just have no choice. These stuffs matterto me a lot. was a shadow of me after today's pract. Not happy. Didnt even bother to go fight with EWZ or talk much to ppl today. felt this horrid sense of disappoinment..lost quite a bit of morale. want to go out fighting again but the motivation doesnt seem to be there. not that I lost the will to study but lost my motivation. will gives you the ability to work. motivation gives u the confidence and the proper state of mind to "absorb" the benefits of yr work. I know, yup.. I've got to work and drill and really whack up the remaining papers. (no violence intended ar.. this is just a way of speaking) and at the same time, face the other major difficulty. yes, theres no escape frm either one.I believe I can find the drive to do a liverpool for my o lvls, wont let these setbacks kill me. But for the other stuff thats bothering me..just feeling helpless. like a man who's gg to face an army, without a gun, with only his determination and concern for the very thing he cares for the most. There is no fear, only helplessness. I'm really worried for that I believe and hope that it'll make it more steady anyway. I just need the trust. Found this phrase when reading "I'm not afraid of the violent winds and the storms, because in facing them, I learn how to really sail my boat" maybe thats the positive msg I can get out of all the crap I'm having... Wednesday, October 25, 2006 0 sAy wHAt LAYOUT TERMS: p/s: Do not touch/edit the "Credits" section. Even if you do, you cannot remove my credit/link. |
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Your type is known as the supervisor, as you are not hesitant to give your stamp of approval on others - or tell them how they are lacking if they are. You are surprised when others don't seem grateful that you have set them straight. Your type also belongs to the larger group called guardians. Experience is what matters to you, not experimentation or conjecture. You often take a lead role in the many groups and organizations you belong to. You worry a great deal about society falling apart, morality degrading, and what the world is coming to. You share your personality type with 10% of the population. As a romantic partner, you communicate very clearly your strong opinions so your partner always knows where they stand. You are dependable, responsible, and rock solid. You can be rather infexible about giving up any control and insist on keeping a schedule, although you have great energy and enthusiam for planned adventures. You have difficulty seeing other's points of view and your biggest downfall in a relationship is dismissing your partner's feelings as illogical. You feel most appreciated for being trustworthy, efficient, and productive. You wish to be thanked tangibly for the ways you keep your lives on track. Your group summary: Guardians (SJ) Your Type Summary: ESTJ PERSONAL
Raphael! Origin-Hebrew-(Healing of God) MSHNPCC S4B.Marist!Saints! PAES12 TWelfie JAES10 MSNPCC P/Cadet Insp Tsunami squad, Campcraft team 2 =) SAthelete distance runner =) server! * likes talking to animals esp cats! my daughter! inspirational music soccer fighting the foolish gang chem and bio flying running doing funny things and giving a lot of comments talking back to EWZ good movies books drawing bleach, heroes drawing learning new stuffs cooking, paper aeroplanes, the unexplained, brainteasers =O liverpool! * Facts 1.78m and growing.. Lightweight and able to drift! Stuntman. Able to fall well feels warm most of the time. myopic with slight color blindness. left foot collapsed. right one arched haha EXITS
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